Day at the Zoo with my girls.

I spent Sunday morning at the Zoo with my babies. I had 2 favorite moments. One was when we went to the bird enclosure. They sold "seed sticks" for people to hold and the birds will come eat them. Marci bought the sticks gave one to Arabella and took her into the enclosure. A woman said to my wife in a alarmed way, "Ma'am Ma'am" then pointed to Arabella who was snacking on the seed stick. The other favorite moment was when we went to the petting Zoo area. I pointed to a cow, and she said "cow", I pointed to a goat, and she said "goat", I then pointed to a large pig with large tusks, and she said "wow, daddy, look at the rhinoceros", everyone within range just cracked up.

Hey, I know it has been a while.

I have been so depressed since Rock is gone. I am so lucky my girls take some of my sadness away. That day was so hard for me. I had not cried that badly since I was a child. I still think I hear him in the house every now and then. Sometimes at night I swear he is in bed with me. I miss him so much. It is so hard for me to even think about that day. I had to choose weather to burry him or cremate. I just could not immagine burning him, so Dr. Rourke (the best VET ever) said he would burry him on a farm in east TX where he has burried his dogs. I just dont know if I will ever be ready to talk about the actual moment it happened because I just tear up when I think about it. Poor little Daisy is so lonely and sad that Rock is gone. Maybe I will do something about it.

My girls are getting so big. I look at them and wonder how I got so lucky to have such good beautiful babies.