Hey, I know it has been a while.

I have been so depressed since Rock is gone. I am so lucky my girls take some of my sadness away. That day was so hard for me. I had not cried that badly since I was a child. I still think I hear him in the house every now and then. Sometimes at night I swear he is in bed with me. I miss him so much. It is so hard for me to even think about that day. I had to choose weather to burry him or cremate. I just could not immagine burning him, so Dr. Rourke (the best VET ever) said he would burry him on a farm in east TX where he has burried his dogs. I just dont know if I will ever be ready to talk about the actual moment it happened because I just tear up when I think about it. Poor little Daisy is so lonely and sad that Rock is gone. Maybe I will do something about it.

My girls are getting so big. I look at them and wonder how I got so lucky to have such good beautiful babies.